The past couple of months I needed to take a time out. Time to get reorganized, not just in my home but in my life as well. I let too many things clutter my life and pull me away from what was most important. It took a very hard situation to turn my eyes back to where they needed to be. When everything first happened I could not see how this would ever be okay or what good could possible come from it.
To be completely honest I was depressed. I have never really been that way before and it wasn't a happy place for me to be in. I didn't know how to deal with things and felt bad for myself and my family. There were a lot of why me questions. While I bummed around feeling bad for myself I hurt myself more and was not getting better.
Thankfully, I slowly started turning the corner and realized how great my blessings really are, how much God loves me and my family and cares for us. That my children and husband are truly my greatest blessings and by focusing on them and having some serious heart to hearts with my Heavenly Father, I am able to keep looking up and moving further on.
I am so thankful for Matthew. He was as steady and sure as ever. He is my constant, consistent, loyal friend and supporter. One of the best lessons I learned in this time was how perfectly Matt was made for me. Only God could make two people so perfectly suited for each other!
I feel revitalized and happy at this moment. Ready to face the day and try my hardest to Glorify the One who gives me each and everyday. I am thankful for my many blessings and the beautiful children God gave Matt and I. Thankful for the family members that helped me, listened to my tears and encouraged me.
God is good all the time!
All the time God is good!