Happy Birthday!

Four years ago today I was in shock and awe that this fat little baby came out of me.  I  could not believe that I was a mom!  I was never nervous or scared about being a mom but the moment the doctor flopped Wesley on my  chest, reality hit me.  I was a mom, there was no going back now.  I was head over hill, unimaginably, deeply and irrevocably in love!

From that moment on the feelings have only grown.  Today as I lay in bed snuggled close to my birthday boy, I could not believe how much has changed in the last 4 years and how Wesley is more than I ever imagined.  So much more.  He fills my days and sometimes my nights.  He laugh is contagious, he has more love in his heart than any little guy I have ever met.  Felicity is a very blessed little sister to have him here to take care of her!  I am blessed beyond measure to be his mom.  I just want to squeeze him and keep him just this way forever.   I want to hold his hand forever, kiss his sweet cheeks, and tuck him in every night.   He is my Wesley Presley Matthew Perry. (no that's not his real name, just something silly I call him)  Just writing this is making me tear up.  I just love my boy and I am so proud of the boy he is becoming!

Wes is with Matt right now changing a break line on his parent's car and I can't wait to have him back so I can hug him and sing him happy birthday again.  He loves it most when I sing it as loud and fast as possible and dance of course.   I love him so much!

I will write more of this birthday boy's special day but right now we are off to get one last birthday present and then roasting marshmallows and eating ice cream cookies, special requests of the Wesley!

Man, I just love this little boy!